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Monday, October 03, 2005

hmm..today woke up late...and replied jun her msg..and met her at 345pm and we went parkway mos burger...cos she wants to eat...hmmm...den i only drank a cup of juice...hmmm...den we went to east coast park cos i was feeling low..and inside my hrt..it seems so so so tight...tt i dunno how to describe it and its my first time feeling tt way...den we went of to mph...hmmm...i felt a little better on my way home...but of cos still abit blue...hmmm...tts all...hmmm...

i feel lost and i seem to haf lost to him...cos i haven had such problems before...i m so so so tired to thnk about wat i shld do anymore tt i lost all my sixth sense tt used to be accurate...i m searching for it now..hoping it will come back real soon..and it will...hmmm...i thot for hours by the sea...i thnk i shld let my feelings be..even though my mind is out of my control as well as my hrt..tt very nite...everything about tt nite kept coming to my mind...i cun stop it at all...so i thnk i shld let it be...and i noe one thing for sure...i wun be his and he wun be mine...cos he loves the gal deeply..and i wish for his happiness every second,every minute,every hour,every day...hmmm...as long as he is happy and not heart-broken..i am contented...hmmm...

9:36 pm

Guten Tag! My name ist Ming Xian.

Ich first cried on 5th April 1988.
[Always 18!!!]

My Trademark ist "LIVE TO EAT!!!"

Ich LOVE to TRAVEL..SPORTS & my beloved cello. Roses are not special to me.Therefore i have the special love for SUNFLOWER,TULIPS & LAVENDAR.

Ich have cravings for food,shopping outing almost ALWAYS..however green peas are not my cup of tea FOR SURE!!! Ich have a dream to become a POWER ENGINEER.