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Sunday, October 16, 2005

hmmm..lolz..today sis made pizza...had pizza for lunch...so delicious...lolz...hahaz...den i drank milk..wow...all so fattening....hmmm...lolz...hmmm....nth much happened today yet or maybe wun haf happenings today...lolz..hmmm..

yst met yingdan for pool at marina...lolz...played till 9 plus den we stopped cos she say tired le...lolz...so we went city link sit down...lolz...den see many ppl wif diff dressing pattern...some were good but some were like...ermm....lolz...hahahzz....having very weird combi...lolz...hmmm...i m evil...hmmm...saw jun at marina...she was wif her cousin...lolz...is jun saw mi de...lolz....hmmm...den mama came fetch mi at 11 plus den went buy supper eat...hee..den i fixed my maple..now can play le....yeah...and my brown kitty is out..asked sis to buy the card le..cos i wan the mao mao...!!!lolz..so cute lorhz...lolzzz....hmmm...

well...yst told sis about him and said some stuff too....hmmm....well...lolz...its a no chance case le...hmmm...cos of some reasons...hmmm...well but i need time to let it fade and i thnk its real hard...cos of some things tt owaz make mi thnk of him....hmmm...hahaz...hmmm...but nvm lahz...maybe let it be...hmmm....hoping mr right will come to mi one day...whoever it is...i dunno...lolz...hmmm...

hohoho..i m not pissed and angry le..cos of wat ah dan said....lolz...hmmm...maybe giving ppl a chance to be forgiven is ok...hmmm...well so i will let it go den...hmmm...

oh my!!!its raining now..makes mi wan slp le..!!!lolz...nice weather but i m still waiting for the someone to appear cos i cun stop myself from missing him...lolz..nvm...gif myself time...there will be a day whereby i can forget...lolz...and dun even bother abt it...lolz...hmmm...some days i can some days i cun...so its better den last time...at first i everyday moment oso cannot stop thnking...now i can at certain times..its not when i slp...i slp oso gt dream of him lorhz..a few times le...hahaz...okie okiez...i stop toking abt it...hmmm....

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lolz...hmmmm...i bought the 183 club cd yst...the wanf zi bian qing wa one..!!!lolz..so happy...MINGDAO MINGDAO!!!!!lolz...hmmm...i was telling my sis later one day i dun wan support jay cos of mingdao!!lolz...hmmm....

hmmm...yst saw this couple on the train..they were so loving and they r middle age ppl some more...envy alot...and their ring on their hand was so nicely fitted in....den i thot of wat the show the guy said..."dang zhen ai chu xian...jie zhi jiu hui lao lao de tao zu shou..."..omg...when will i get tt ring siahz....hmmm...hahaz...i m mad siahz...sound so despo...i m not...lolz..hmm...juz thnking niahz...cos i decided tt once i hit the age of 22...i dun wan look for zhen ai le....cos actually i said 21 but by end of my 21 years it is 22..so 22 sharp i will not look for my true love or watever mr right....cos it will be time to concentrate on work le...hmmm...its not tt i wan gif up so toung..its juz i feel i wun haf a mr right...lolz...so nvm lorhz...forget it le...hmmm...heee....look at my face my figure and character...all sux.....who will wan..even if my frens say i m okie or wat tt thing r good...oso no use..only they appreciates mi...no others...so no true love...starting to thnk if true love exist....i m starting to feel it dun..i owaz believe tt tru love does exist but no..it seems tt it dun..and had nv exist.....hmmm....

haiz...my life is filled with so many ups and downs...and even smth tt not many ppl at my age would be going thru except those i see at sgh...the life experience tt i get is more than many ppl...maybe everyone oso go thru lots lots..but compared wat i m facing now...its totally different...the amount of courage...the amt of braveness and all and the mindset is smth nobody understands...hmmmm....sometimes really its so suffering tt u wan cry and when the pain comes..its as painful tt u feel like killing urself right awy...hmmm....but i nv cried cos i feel crying will only destroy all my courage,determination and all...hmmm...i m optimistic...tts wat i m lucky wif..but an optimistic person can oso face smth tt u realli wan gif up...but u cun cos u wan to fight for ur life...hmm...

i thnk i typed too much...hmm..peeps...enjoy and cherish wat u haf now...u nv noe when it will end...like mine...hmmm...i haf many ppl caring for mi and supporting mi..i feel real bless...hmmm..i noe they love mi...hmmm...i cherish them and i love them as much...but the day of fear is coming soon..tt needle as thick as straw is coming to mi again...haiz...and tt 1 month tt i haf to pull thru to determine my future...whether i can make it anot i dunno...hmm...so i will cherish every moments i haf wif them...and tts oso why i decided to forgif tt person...hmmm...
cocolat signing off***

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