Monday, November 28, 2005
hmmm...haiz...yst din pool cos sis was ill so she never go work so jie fu din "babysit" mi...lolz...hmmm...den was home playing maple till 10pm like tt lorhz..hmm...den yst at 12 till tml 12pm den can play...cos gt major expansion going on...it will take 36hrs...hmmm...so today shall start on bleach...borrowed from jie fu the cds..lolz...hmmm...hmmm...tt day was supposed to be a happy day but i was lost in the forest of my heart...i dunno why will like tt...hmmm...i tell ppl so much on wat to do but when i tell myself it juz seems to be the same as how others owaz say..."i dunno"...haiz...i really dunno...wat r u up to?why r u making mi so confused?wat r thnking about?haiz...u r making my life miserable...i dun haf much time le lorhz...how is it possible for mi to figure it out in such a short time...haiz...u r juz fooling arnd...r u?hmm...haiz...i dun haf so much energy to go thnk about it lorhz...u r kiping mi in suspense...u really is the one who truly make mi fail...from the very start..i knew u will definately defeat mi and u did...u made mi unable to solve wat i m into now.....making mi feel so useless...making mi fall for u even more...u r making mi real miserable...haiz...i knew one-sided is owaz like tt...hmmm...but its okie..the very last chance is coming soon...whether its cleared or not..is up to u le...i m not going to confess to u...hope u say things out clearly..i guess u already know how i feel to u le..haiz..some spy has already figured out..so i guess he surely told u smth and tts y theres a real big wuha one the scared scared thing..hmmm...if not i guess everything is coming to an end soon...i will let things go..and move on...hmmm....chances r created by ppl...i created so many and i initiated...not asking anything from u..juz wish and hope u will look for mi when u r down...i will owaz be by u no matter wat happens...hmmm...all the best to u...hmmm...
hmmm..if nth goes wrng..sat will go out wif sis they all for movie..lolz...hmmm...dunnow at show yet...hmmm...wed going see doctor and den will noe about my scan results and will know when i get admitted le...hope its okie..hmmm...but wif ur blessings..my scan is definately okie..hmmm...
hmmm...wat happened on mi so far about him was counted something good le...hmmm...i m contented but i dun like the feeling of being kept in the dark when i know there's smth they r kiping from mi...hmmm...its smth so secretive tt they die die dun tell....hmmm....its either good or bad..but i can only thnk of it as bad...cos so far nth good has happened...when there's this secretive thingy...hmmm...
amanda:i will trust my instincts if there's ppl who come telling mi tt my instincts r really very zun...hmmm...
witchy jun:lolz..very long nv sms mi..u very bad eh..hmm...study hard horhz..lolz..
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