Thursday, November 03, 2005
hmmm..today woke up at 11am..yst slept at 9pm...slept alot cos of the medication...hmmm..sick le..kana virus...hmmm...running nose and sore throat...now running nose no more le...sore throat hao le..BUT....the ulcer near my throat burst...now very pain...hmmm...played maple...and bla bla...nth to say about my day...cos nth happened at all...so nth write...hmmm..haiz....he is unhappy..i feel it...i sense it..i know it..he is feeling down...but i m nobody to him...he din say anything and i din ask..cos i dun want to be noisy...i thnk kiping quiet and be by his side would be better...hmmm...i juz hope he gets over it soon..and be happy again...this will take days..he wun get over it fast...hmmm..i know...he wun....hmmm...i owaz feel as long as my soul is wif him...it is enuf..i dun mind if he vents his anger on mi...hmmm...i never felt someone as important as him....i lost to him...i dunno y too...i juz noe i lost...to someone i shld not fall for..it is the greatest mistake i ever made...hmmm...liking someone who doesn't even take mi to heart and someone who doesn't even remember mi...hmmm...but its okie...the gal is his everything...hmmm...i haf no rights to say anything...hmmm...i dun see the need to change anything...i will continue liking him...how deep i fall i dun mind...falling deep means i will haf a harder time to climb out or maybe nv be able to get out of it..but does it matter...i dun thnk i will ever mit someone like him...hmmm...life is like tt...u cun force things but u cun stop someone from liking someone...hmmm......cocolat signs off
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