Wednesday, January 04, 2006
hmm...oh well...actualli gt nth much blog de lahz..but i m bored and going to bed soon so decided to come in to add a entry...hmm..hmm...today went shop shop shop..lolz..actualli is to buy shirt tt is easier for mi wear...cos gt a line so wear t-shirts tt i haf very ma fan..cos not very big and loose kind...so haf to big like collar t and shirts tt r loose...hmm...so went buy..den end up buying alot and some sleevless...cos i gt a way to wear lahz..only tt it takes some time..hmm...den finally..bought shorts...one only..my first after so so so long..its casual style...can wear out de..so nice..love it..lolz..hmm....can go wif alot shirt i bought today..cos actually not very loose oso lorhz...juz tt its okie for mi to wear it..hmm..but sad..din get ti eat ice-cream today...hmmm...bad news for mi..my transplant postponed...cos gt more urgent cases...den rooms r limited...cos transplant needs a isolation rm..den only ward 72 caters to it..and only 8 rm there....den 1 patient stays for at least 1 mth..some longer...hmm...so bo pian...wait lorhz..but if gt slots they willa dmit mi asap...hmm...luckily i eat alot healthy healthy...if not jia lat..how ta han so long...if choy..hmmm..okie dun choy....hmm...anyway..this yr no nd sch le..cos postponed..den will clash wif poly...so stop another yr...hmm...hmmm...today did the lung function test..lolz...so funni de..blow blow blow..den so funni....pinch ur nose den blow blow blow....hahaz...den rest the time tok wif the lab person..den start den breathe and blow blow again...it took about 20mins..lolz...hmm...den went haen centre find sis...cos ehr frens came for screening....hmm...nth much lorhz....after tt is shop shop..den dinner and home...hmmm...see..boring life...hmm..hmmm...somehow i feel alot better today..and realised smth....hmmm..i thnk i can get over him and even though i fell deep but somehow i haf the feeling like i will get over easily...but den now i realise its not....its cos i really fell too deep to the extend tt i dun feel anything..and like cos he dun bothers so becomes i m used to it and already no feel towards his coldness..hmm..like even if he nv reply mi i oso dun feel at all...ache till dun feel pain at all....hmm...i thnk its realli bad...and dunno y my stupid hands juz simply dunno how control itself...hmm...maybe i m stupid lorhz...hmm....am i being stupid??i thnk i m eh....i m stupid to haf fallen for him...y muxt he appear in my life....i juz simply cannot figure out y will like him...hmm..but suan le..already happen le...leave it be..juz try my best to stop myself to fall deeper and try to let go...hmm...i noe u all will support mi one...(=
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