Wednesday, February 08, 2006
hmm..today is wednesday...day 12....hmm..actualli wanted to post s.h.e de lyrics..but my blog cannot post chines...hmm...since tt day mood not very gd..bcos of tt very word frm him...dunno y affected mi so much..hmm...talked to my pillow...felt better...hmm...dun intend to share it here...i dun like to tell ppl...hmm..so blogging is = to letting ppl noe..so i thnk dun type out better...juz feeling down...feeling blue...alot things affecting mi...too much stress...dunno y...feeling very stress since the day i discharged from hospital...hmmm...suddenly seems to haf a big load..but coping well...so still okie ba...hmm...juz him...who affected mi alot..but still coping...hmm....still able to lend ppl listening ear...hmm...so i m counted okie...hmm...yesh...hmm...yst went back haem centre cos gt one lumen cannot flush...so went back...hmm...now okie le..appetite oso okie...everything okie..hmmm..so i m fine...very gd...hmm...v'day going spend at home wif my family...dunno wats going to be my dinner...hmm...to mi v'day is oso frenship day..so hope all enjoy v'day..okiez?hmm...hmm...not fated not fated....frens better den nth...correct...so i shld let go?or shld i not?hmm...asking smth i already gt an answer...being stupid...hmm...having brain dead now...hmm...i m juz not good enuf for him..tts y...cos i haf a bad character...not clever enuf...not pretty enuf...everything no gd...tts y...hmm...no no....its juz we dun fit into each other?....no no...i look upon myself....zi lian zi lian...hmmm...this entire yr i already gt my planner done...wat i going do...when and all....decide hao le...when its time i will start asking my frens out..ppl prepare worhz..hmm...hmm...mirror mirror on the way..tell mi y??i m being very paranoid today...dunno y....oso being very blur...walk oso knock here n there...end up here bruise there bruise...blood clot oso haf...haiz.....hmm...late le...shld be in bed...but want blog...cos i feel like crapping...hmm..nth crap lehz...hmm...but still...to him...y u so evil...ai li bu li...hu leng hu re...hmmm...is this how u treat ur fren..or i m juz a fren tt is so not impt...a fren who is oso not known as fren to u...hmmm...or m i tt independent and strong to u....or smth else...hmm...ah siaoz siahz ah hiang...stop it....*BISH!!*...i stop crapping and tok rubish here...nitez...(=
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