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The MaD Messy ChocoLate LOVER's Life
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Sunday, March 05, 2006

hmm..well...this entry is about this entire week....i gt my senses back...as in my sixth sense...hmm..the always nv failing senses...and getting so accurate too....on tt very day i felt weird and thnk smth bad might happen and indeed....hmmm...my bowl broke....a few of my frens told me they r feeling down..having bad mood...and all...and all starts on tt very friday...hmmm...i haf no idea why...hmm...but nvm the days and dates okie...hmmm...main thing...stel is feeling down cos of the poly posting..hmm...jun is thnking over the answer and she gt it le..so somehow she is feeling much better...and well..who else...no nd state le...no point stating...hmm...everyone r feeling stressed and feeling helpless somehow...hmmm...shld i say its normal...bcos not everyday in life is happy de and not everyday is a lucky day and of cos not everytday...things will go on smoothly...its impossible....hmm..so its a mtter of how u cope it..but i m feeling very bad now...i seems to be useless...i dun seem to be able to help them...so what if i understand how they r feeling...speaking and staying by them is useless...i can't do smth to help...i m stucked at home..i can't accompany them physically...i can't me them and cheer them up...i am useless...hmm....

however...somone actually pissed me but i am somehow not pissed anymore..and in fact he affected me...making feel juz like how he is feeling right now...hmm...how bad the attitude i wun judge it...hmm...or shld i say how rude i wun judge it as well...cos its normal for a person to gif bad attitude esp when one is feeling down or bla bla...hmm...but i noe it will take a few days b4 his smiles appear...hmm...he is the only person whom i seem to owaz fail helping..or shld i say he nv wanted a helping hand frm anyone..not even a listening ear or someone to accompany him quietly..hmmm...but thats him....who cares if he reads this...i m juz stating the fact...if u r reading..okie fine....i might not noe u real well...but u r stubborn alrite...dun thnk everyone dun understand u lorhz..u thnk only u went thru what u r into...some ppl might haf gone thru more than u...some advices or lisetning ear would make u feel better...even if u dun....giving everyone arnd u see tt sad face....its saddening..who would want a fren beside u to be sad..i wun want to see my frens sad...hmm...i m sure there's someone out there...who can help u....hmmm...

oh well..i m just a busybody....fine with me if u say i am....hmm...

stel:dun worry kies...sure appeal cheng gong!!!!!
mei:you too...cheng gong!!!
amanda:A's muz jia you okiez...mit up soon ya...lolz..(=

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