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Thursday, April 20, 2006

well...i just simply got nothing to update...my mind has been empty for weeks...i have no idea why..and since last week...i have been feeling real blur...confused...and troubled..and i don't know why as well...simply OMG...yes...OMG!!haiz...been hai-ing lots too...no idea why too..i don't usually haiz....and been smiling everyday....but since that very day....smile seems to have disappeared....NO IDEA!!!

hmmm...i must say i lost trust in guys...i have no confidence in them due to that incident years years back...hmmm...and well...i simply want to live in the world of my very very own...filled with freedom...hmm..but he who's been in my for months and months and months....is someone whom i trusted..and he the only one i had confiedence in....but we are not meant to be...hmm...still..he will always live in my heart...hmm...i have no idea why i will not trust guys..i never thought that incident would leave such a bad memory in me...and a scar that stays forever...hmm...why did i trust him and why did i fell for him..i don't know too...its been erm...months..and months..and months...like i said....when i was feeling so so so helpless...esp the days i were in the hospital...that and many other things made me realise he is definately a gd guy...but of cos it wasn't the reason for mi falling for him..because i don't know the reason....even with one person who gave me a good impression....he was still standing right in my heart...steadily...yes steadily...it's extreme...hmm...

well...now i shld talk about school...yes i love my class..and of cos my new frens..lolz...had lunch everyday with raudah...phebe...shwe sin...and esme!!!yes..they are "superly" great people...lolz...joking and chatting like mad...erm...or shld i simply say..i was the talkative one..chatting like nobodys' business...lolz...but of cos laughter everyday...LOL....hmmm...and as for cca....well...i joined wushu...and i still looking at the others...hmm..maybe i go tmr to look again...yapz...hmm...i guess thats all ba...will update again soon...lolz...i don't want stel to be too bored...lolz...hmmm...(=

7:36 pm

Guten Tag! My name ist Ming Xian.

Ich first cried on 5th April 1988.
[Always 18!!!]

My Trademark ist "LIVE TO EAT!!!"

Ich LOVE to TRAVEL..SPORTS & my beloved cello. Roses are not special to me.Therefore i have the special love for SUNFLOWER,TULIPS & LAVENDAR.

Ich have cravings for food,shopping outing almost ALWAYS..however green peas are not my cup of tea FOR SURE!!! Ich have a dream to become a POWER ENGINEER.