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Friday, May 12, 2006

hmmm...okie...i met stel and mei on sunday...we went shop...eat....and talked at the sea side...at esplanade....LANG MAN okiez...hmmm...well..it was a super fun day with them both...and of cos we are mad ppl...hmmm...while we were enjoying our delicious food and hands on cooking of food, we saw medicorp ppl thr for a shoot...hmmm...adrain pang and kim ng...ooo....they nearly walked into whr we were eating...scary and shocking...hmmm...really love stel and mei...really fun with them...made me feel less stress and more happy....

i am feeling super super stress and lonely inside..i haf no idea why when i haf frens and family arnd me...but i simply feel empty..and its not becos i got nobody who wants me...its just madness...yes madness...i am getting frustrated so easily...like it seems everything just din go right for me...hmmm...and worse of all..i've been having bad mood for 2 wks...and i haf no idea why...and when i am having bad mood i actually din bother about ppl who shouted at me or play tricks or whatever on me...hmmm...when i am having a gd mood whoever shouts at me gets it for deatroying my beautiful day and of cos ppl who play tricks and all wun get it cos i having gd mood ma...however...recently i am mad...everyone gt it from me..my attitude and all sucks to the core...haiz...hmmm...why will like tt...am i too stressed...i doubt so...hmmm..

hmmm..had my 3rd wushu training le...hmmm..fun fun fun...i can only say wushu rocks to the core...hmmm..although its like so painful and tough but its still fun and fun fun fun to me...lolz...

hmm...tmr there will be a an outing for the class and its like only half of the class is going...saddening lahz...so little ppl going...hmmm..and nite going pool with sis...at last pool!!!lolz...hmmm...but when's movie lehz...alot shows i want watch...hmmm...

well...u r not having good days and i am not too...i myself is having 2 wks of bad mood already...and bcos of u...my life gt worse...and since tt very day...i was only having bad days cos of u..but when mine came...my days were 2 times as bad...haiz...i am having so many many feelings inside me and lots lots things i feel like telling ppl..however...i dunno how tell ppl and i thnk i shld just kip to myself....its always better to haf me myself knowing only...even how much difficulties and all i am facing...i am not just having all those moods...i haf my problems too...i saw the doctor on friday...i mean last friday not today...hmmm...she said some stuff and i asked some stuff...well..things just not going well for me...hmmm...all my life i haf to depend on myself and all...hmm...nvm....tts my life...hmmm..

4:11 pm

Guten Tag! My name ist Ming Xian.

Ich first cried on 5th April 1988.
[Always 18!!!]

My Trademark ist "LIVE TO EAT!!!"

Ich LOVE to TRAVEL..SPORTS & my beloved cello. Roses are not special to me.Therefore i have the special love for SUNFLOWER,TULIPS & LAVENDAR.

Ich have cravings for food,shopping outing almost ALWAYS..however green peas are not my cup of tea FOR SURE!!! Ich have a dream to become a POWER ENGINEER.