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Friday, June 30, 2006

feeling so depressed...so so so depressed...even the thought of death flashed passed my mind...which is bad..i shld be cherishing my life...haiz...

MST1 ended...in a disaster....esp my sprog...gosh..i simply flunk it..haiz...50 marks gone for sure!!its a definate failure...felt so upset over it...and i dunno why lahz...nv felt so upset over papers b4..maybe i am taking things seriously now...whatever...haiz..its over..i can't possibly go to the teacher and snatch my paper back to get my answers right...its stupid...

hmm...after the paper....went off to the salc foyer..or whatever its called..hmm...to do project...and do and do...the movie clip and all...for character development...for the sake of passing and not taking it again next sem...yes..so do ah do ah do ah...till woots..the last slide..which i am proud of only...cos my grp peepz said cool...best of all slides..although it sounds saddening..but they are just trying say its the best of al but overall okie...i am trying to console myself..hmm...dun small look mi lahz..not bad lahz the ppt...hahahz...hmmm...

Lost the sponge of my earpiece again...AGAIN!!!oh my lahz...its another side lost this time round...now a complete pai is gone...haiyoz...but nvm lahz...hmm...just change again lorhz...but need go buy a few new ones to keep at home in case le..maybe tmr go buy or what lorhz..bo pian ma...haiya...hmmm...

argued with mum like for at least a day..i am being very rdude and hot-tempered lorhz..cos of the MST...felt so stress and there she is nagging the whole day and coming to me to say about those aunties here and thr...i am studying..trying my best to understand everything..and absorb..but she is there stopping me...in some ways...and den when my results come out bad..she blames me for not studying..omg lahz..haiz..

haiz...typed lots just now...but erased..decided to keep it to myself...gd 'morning' ppl..!!

hope this colour is easier to read..white is the best i guess...

1:11 am

Guten Tag! My name ist Ming Xian.

Ich first cried on 5th April 1988.
[Always 18!!!]

My Trademark ist "LIVE TO EAT!!!"

Ich LOVE to TRAVEL..SPORTS & my beloved cello. Roses are not special to me.Therefore i have the special love for SUNFLOWER,TULIPS & LAVENDAR.

Ich have cravings for food,shopping outing almost ALWAYS..however green peas are not my cup of tea FOR SURE!!! Ich have a dream to become a POWER ENGINEER.