Laugh With ME.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

well well well...it seems everyday is a bad day for me...i am super unlucky this entire week...and sianded...haiz..

bad things happened today again...while we were at k-box...grace called and told me a super bad news...i broke down...after so long..really...i can't take it anymore...after so many bad news..one after another...soon...its my turn..i know it...see everyone arnd...one after the other...i am scared...say the truth...i am super scared..haiz..and when to the mind's cafe after dinner...din eat dinner...too full cos had a heavy lunch...den smth bad happened too..but still...i laughed my way thru...hiding all emotions...i guess what i did was the right thing...can't possibly walk off or what right...tts me...and i don't deny...and soon..ppl will know it too...haiz...forget it...its just my luck...its been real bad...alright...

seems after smth happened to froggie...things changed...and deep down..i know what i shld do...and i guess its the right choice too...hmmm...not tt i want post sad things or what..but recently or shld i say i have been down for weeks...simply can't stand up yet...hmm...i need time...and i need ppl to understand how i feel...haiz...exp my family...no one understands what i'm going thru now...they just scold me everyday...haiz...

12:27 am

Guten Tag! My name ist Ming Xian.

Ich first cried on 5th April 1988.
[Always 18!!!]

My Trademark ist "LIVE TO EAT!!!"

Ich LOVE to TRAVEL..SPORTS & my beloved cello. Roses are not special to me.Therefore i have the special love for SUNFLOWER,TULIPS & LAVENDAR.

Ich have cravings for food,shopping outing almost ALWAYS..however green peas are not my cup of tea FOR SURE!!! Ich have a dream to become a POWER ENGINEER.