Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hmm..oh well...now...i feel like posting again..hmmm...i dunno wat the hell i wan say when the page is loaded...the test yan sent me..below is my results of the test...hmm..You are the fruity-fragrance typeYou radiate independence and happiness, always immersed in fun-seeking activities, like an innocent child. You always manage to bring life into the party, thus you are indispensible to parties. Although you are cheerful, well-liked by most, others think that it is difficult to be good friends with you, because the impression that you give is one of a comedian. Some thinks that you like to make a fool of others and are dependent on others, so they are reluctant to be close to you. But, you are actually mature and firm. There are few that truly understands you, leaving you with few bosom buddies.Well....how true is this...is up to you to decide...its not up to me bcos is how u ppl view me...hmm...Aries:This week you won't be able to get away from thoughts of money, whether your own personal accounts or your joint financial situation. Other ongoing themes which run concurrent to this are big business deals, power games and deep soul bonds. If you enjoy passion then you won't feel short-changed. Mercury is now retrograde so payments may be delayed. If you are waiting for a mortgage deal or a loan to come through, then you may have to wait for some time. There could also be changes to the agreement before you get it eventually.this week horoscope....no link...-.-"....i haf no loans or wat...thoughts yesh..but not $$$$....lolz..hmm..nvm...well...told stel abt the big issue today...so i guess she too is worry...and waiting for the nxt report as well with me...hmmm...met her today for dinner....AHHH...she gave me smth cute to hang on my fone and she gt the same too...so we gt the same..and hahaz...might get same fone too..oh...so loving... =ppract exams are over and the O's is coming..i am dead for sure....mst2 i am dead too...i dunno wats wrng wif me..hmm..but nvm...everything bad started out in 2004...one aft the other..i was the only to survive...maybe i am nxt...i am not trying to thnk on the bad side of cos...i thought on the bright side..and not to scare my frens nor make them worry...and ya..most imptly...i was not the only one who talked and thought and said abt the bad stuff in the family..following one aft another..and they said the same...hiang only one to survive...its scary...and now with my bad health...i feel very hopeless..and scared...nowadays...just abit of walking i get tired...just abit of work i am down...abit of jumping..i am half dead...everything is bad...whats going on...haiz...well...i dunno how ppl see me..i haf lots lots thingy adding on weight on me..not just this..its too much to say and too much to state...its like smth nv ending...when i am down...i haf to laugh cos it seems..when i dun..everyone feels i am giving them attitude..and i am in the wrng..but when they are tired and down..like i am..they can do watever they want...its just whether there is the understanding part from ppl arnd me...or maybe wat u all see are too little...hmmm...maybe to ppl arnd me..what i went thru is nth or maybe to u all is just some mini experience of life..even if isay out how hard it was..it cun be felt by ppl...simply cun describe the pain i had and how i sturggled like mad...to move on and survive...sis was telling me the other day she said..."you went thru smth tt norm psn din went thru..u move on when u had a hard time...u noe u cun stay thr..and thus u r to it and now watever happens u move on wif the pain..and adding on and on and on...u will get tired one day..and no one can help u...u will suffocate urself...but u cont despite everything..its maddening..."...well...we talked alot...hmm...i dunno how is the view of others...but this is from someone who was with me for 18 yrs...indeed i am feeling tired...exhausted now but too bad..i gt to move...i dun haf a rest point...hmm...well well...i am tired again...tts all for today ba...hmm...guess i haf nth much to say too...just felt like saying...hmmm...
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