Saturday, November 25, 2006
well..today is friday and its oso saturday..cos its midnight already...hmmm..well well..nth happened recently...cos of my O's..i missed 2 of my mst papers..and retest is on wk 11...another wk more..hmmm...still slacking...esp for DE...hmmm....and dun rem which day le lahz..argues super badly wif my mum...bcos she din finish listening to me and started shouting like mad...so i shouted at her..hmm..and the whole house were filled with only our voices...haiz...and today...trg...leg pain...my right ankle..and now its not good..cun rotate and all..so when i reached home..i told mum that i thnk i nd to see sinseh...and she bomb..scolding me...and scold and nag non stop..till now...!!!...well..at first...it seems to be "feng shi"...cos like rainy days or cold weather i will pain...but not in aircon room lehz..and sometimes rain oso wun lehz..haiz...so today it seems like finally down or half...watever...i am in pain hello..all u noe is scold and scold..and stop BLAMING on my CCA...cca cun force mi to go..i go willing...so besides scolding me...u still link to all "sources" that u can add in..WTH!!!!...ARghHZzz...dunno wats in ur mind...u say i only know how make you worry...pls lorhz...its just tt u din know...sometimes i dun tell u things cos i dun wan u to worry...but u blame me for not telling you...but when i tell you...u scold me for making ur life bad!!...and make u haf slpless nite...sis dreams are always accurate..but...does tt mean it will be me...dun use tt on me..or is it tt u wish i were the one lying on that stupid hospital bed and all...and when i say i am going out..you'll ask why nv study...hey...are u blind or ignorant...i studied in sch everyday...mon-fri....and i did my maths past yr papers...all..every single available paper on the BB....WTH!!!! i sat right in front of ya to do the other day...i've been doing my projs and all...i am so so so tired...wif like dunno how many hrs of slp a day only...i dun slp as much as u...and i am really going to fall soon...heating up..throat starting to feel hurtful le....did u bother or notice..no lorhz..all u do everyday is SAY and NAG and SCOLD!!!!...am i that useless to you...did u noe u made mi feel like leaving this house...its simply like a broken family lorhz...all u care is sis and tt guy...when she does things wrngly..u nv scolded her like how u scolded me...even if u set high expectations on me...tt does not mean u gt to scold me more and in a worse manner...u noe how hurtful it is...do you noe why i try my best to do well in poly...??u nv knew...all bcos i wan earn more so u can haf even better life..KAOz...tt day u said i am useless and said tt i play alot..go out alot...and wat siahz...i go out??did i??...i only rem going out to sch and back from sch...mon,thurs,fri...its standard to be late due to cca...the other days i am home..sat and sun my rest day...cun i relax myself...when i am stress..u say i am mad...when i slack..u scold me...WTH!!!!AHHHH!!!!...i am 18 going 19!!!in a few more mths...stop controlling my LIFE!!!!!....i dun wan waste my LIFE....i wan do wat i feel is for me...u dun let mi this and that...i dun haf a fun youth life lorhz...ARGHZ!!!!...study doesn't mean everyday every minute every second...u nd to go out to relax...GOSH!!!!haiz...dunno wat u wan lahz...sick and tired... today...24th nov..is jie mei...dear jesslyn's 18th birthday!!!WOOhoooO!!!...hopes she love the present we all shared to gif her..and of cos pls to love us more than towards tt tortise!!! LOL.....((=
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