Wednesday, April 02, 2008
hmmm...finally here to update and clear off all the dust and webs formed.well..now is so called "holiday" for SP..but i am having attachment in school..hmm..next week is the last week of work..school is starting..happy...happy!!!hmm...microelectronics and power!!! YEAH!!! hahaha...hope everything maintains and i go uni smooth smooth ah..or mumm will "AH BISHHHH!!!!"...hmmm...well..coming sat is 5th april!!! hoho..its a big day for me..cos its my birthday!!! suppose to be feeling super high and happy like before..but things are happening recently..things are not going okie..haiz..am i really such a bloody person..that he always zoom into his mind this " why u always like that?"...am i so like that?haiz..nvm...maybe everything just not right..and i alrdy said all my part..and also replied to all that u asked and all you said..thats all ba..hmm...hmm..last week..went clarke quay..fashion bar and singapore sling..wanted to go to lunar but only bookings could get in..too packed..hmmm..well..went with my wss people..3 of them..the other 2 din go..hmm...took 2 drinks..hmmm..was a fun day...talk play..hmmm...however..that day we were still okie..but after that..when sunday came..everything went down...not happy..keep quiet..everything don't know..haiz..so what if you to me is always the best..but the best is always making me suffer and sad..say so much and almost the same everytime..but u are still the same ah...evrything from you is getting lesser and lesser..you say you hate to be forced...but why force yourself to keep quiet just to not provoke me?its as good as lying to me..isn't it..?maybe its not to you..but it is to me...hmm..maybe to you i am angry but i am not at all..just lost and confused..i can't possibly explain myself clearly on everything..always want to keep things down and not let u noe but u always say shld tell u..but when i tell u everything..i realise u dun at all..so what is this?getting too used to u always being by me when i go for training lessons and all..but seems its time to be independent..just like b4..the days without you..haiz..nvm...this update is becoming too down...hmm..driving test is coming near..april 7..omg...please...let me pass!!!omg lahz...i dun want fail..dun want go back bbdc...its so damn boring and sian to look at the "blues"...hmmm...competition for wss is coming near too...fyp is alot to do too..next wk need to help out at fop..hmm...quite alot to do..hmm..omg...my only wish now is pass driving..PO BI PO BI AH!!!!PLEASE LET ME PASS!!!hahah...hope that day my bad habits dun come out...super jialat...later knock motor down..aiyo choy..
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