有時候太堅強 笑容卻填不滿眼眶
越是想要隱藏 歌聲就唱的更響亮
直到入到心底最深處 OH~
你不要追問我 還缺了些什麼

每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站 OH~
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

每個人都有夢 幸福總站在最遠方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站 OH~
我強問我自己 現在還沒有個答案

我不是你想像那麼勇敢
多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

OH~
我不是你想像總是扮演堅強
多想讓你知道我也要個伴
放下討厭武裝 像個孩子一樣
單純的把愛情放在你心上

我不是你想像的那麼勇敢


My world collapsed...my wall is down too..my pillar is gone....an album that will never be filled..an empty place that will always be shut..back to that little corner of the room..with no courage to move on..no confidence to look ahead...running away is better than staying put..but i am stucked right at where things started...went back to SP for trg..the bridge is gone..our art piece that will always be with the table..no longer meaningful...speechless...helpless...useless......better off dead...i can endure and bear many many things..but not this..its not physically but emotionally...without a pillar to lean on..fallen..deep down that never ending valley...no more strength to pull myself back on standing ground..i don't know how to move on.....just want to be alone...if only..i could...stone and become a never living statue...so that i can stay put and freeze myself from everything...

2-3 hrs of sleep a day..maybe 4hrs on certain days..how long can i hold.....gastric is getting from bad to worse....getting it almost everyday...starting to ignore the fact that i am suppose to take good care of myself..i have no energy to do it...

when things were bad..why do people not put in effort to salvage..?? because it's not impt..??or simply excuses..??done with whatever she is worth of and say bye bye..?? message not stated clearly on the 10th of august..11th august marks a new day with people hating the one who did not keep her promise??..smth said on 9th May...?...so the useless gal should be left to suffer...serves her right...

do feelings really change so easily?? i threw my heart in..i swear i did...and now i can't find it...