Ah...finally gt some time to update my blog...my one month holidays...= NO HOLIDAY!!
blame myself its fine..busy with trgs and competition ihg..isg..jcrc..wsc..busy woman as always..packed schedule like nobody's business..till i am mountain tortise already..didn't manage to go for many netball trgs cos timing clash and also i have no background for it..i am just a bench warmer and can be said useless and ignored..cos they dun train me..den fine..i dun play..i dun mind too..since u have the ivps to play..they so zai dun sub lahz..MUAHAH!! okie i am back at bball..cos they said nobody..den i went..played 3 matches...another is coming soon..first time aft many many years..hall7 bball gals got into quarters..great but our next match is up against hall6..they are very gd players..and we are just okie players..and also they are tall bigger built and faster...how to fight...we still got to put our best..JIAYOU SE7EN!! 3 matches..injuries here and there...first game was against hall4..easy play cos they are new and inexperience..but they ARE GALS!!! they are like playing finger nail scratching and poking and watsoever..which i HATE THE MOST!! into the game first 5 mins..fingers came poked my eye and scratched me..gt a small cut at my eye area..and now its a small scar..thanks siahz..idiotic bloody gal..then with their sweet voice telling me "hey u stepped onto my shoe!"...i simply walked away..it was by accident i stepped onto her..madness..total madness..crap man...

next game..against hall3...the violent experience and good players...fast skillful and aggressive...we lost..and injuries too..whenever u get the ball..they snatch away from u..making u fall and shirong gt hit right at her forehead...and i gt banged and fell right on my back with my head BANG on the ground..damn painful lahz..super angry when that happened....well we were all very "hot" headed and the guys commented...we were like wrestling..inside..well..we were like wrestling..super rough and aggressive..

3rd game...against hall 16..2 experience players with some okie okie..not experienced enough like us..maybe..i duno how to gauge..but then..they are not that good..in some ways..aggressive and rough on the inside but they acted well yet throwing their own fierce..charging at our players..and falling down then crying sitting on the floor like a baby and shouted "WHY YOU ALL SO AGGRESSIVE ONE!!!" ...it was super comical...we all were like WOW stunning siahz..!! they scratched me without me knowing..and now..its a line marked on my arm..thanks man..and then elbow my cheek bone twice and scolding me saying i hit her..WTH...i gt super pek and scolded her "SHIT YOU"...okie..i am at fault to get worked up but then i cant control..LOL...they told me it was super loud and i could have gotten a technical fault..which is a foul..but ref didnt blow lahz..heng ah..haha..well..they love to charge right in our face but injured themselves too though we gt all the bangs which led to blue blacks..haha..but nvm..

Now..worrying is hall6...guess more injuries and blue blacks will come lahz..their center is taller than me..bigger built too...have to stand strong..JIAYOU ah!!!

super no life it seems..LOL...everything that is surrounding me is school...and ppl who are making me all messed up...but 31st dec...everything was cleared..then 1st jan..messed up again...omg lahz..what do u all want!!! aARGGghhZz..!! i cleared up my mess and u ppl come and say some stuff to mess things up again..madness..like sis said.."when u get to choose..you will end up choosing no one.."which i think it is most prob like that..LOL..whatever lahz..

results were out on 29th and 30th..somehow..half half each day lahz...GPA sucks man..sian...haiz...all passed..with all kinds of Bs..B+..B..and B-...wth...next sem must try to pull up my gpa rdy lahz....if not i am really going to get it from mum and dad..which they alrdy !@#Q@%$^#% at me that day...sian lahz..

hmmm...school is starting ready..once again..fight on!!! then i will go on to yr 3!! yes yes yes!!! and then i will be out of all the shit in jcrc!!! and get my single room if i can...roomie left me rdy..she is not used to hall..waiting for new roomie..BO PI BO PI!! give me a nice roomie please!!!

Hmmm..its not the time to think of things that are making me all messed up i feel..but i have to settle it one fine day too..how how how...shit lahz..i hate this..ignoring everything wun help...thinking wun help cos i haf no idea what i want..LOL...rdy or not i duno..who is the best choice..i duno too..got feeling anot i oso duno..they are all nice ppl..dun wan hurt anybody too..cos the feeling of getting hurt...i know it well..and i dun wan lose a fren too..which is definately not worth it..hmm..SO!!pengz..nvm it..act blur?!?LOL!!! watever lahz..muahaha..

Went science center on the 31st..for body world..it is a super good exhibition..serious..and i finally got to see the valve of mine that cun close properly..LOL...okie that valve dun look small to me though..haaha...but then..i salute them...seriously..it really shows every single thing about our body and its a WOW to me..as how our organs actually can fit in too..and how they function and work..wated i didn't get to do bio in sec 4...thanks to that WOMAN!! ROARZ!! Watched the fireworks..okie...great show but not that fascinating too..it seems to me that national day one was better..haha...but ah..same lahz..they are all called "fireworks"...ppl mountain ppl sea ah...but with many ppl AS DARK AS ME but of diff race of cos..and no need to emphasis how the TIONGS pushed their way thru..and shouted like they nv seen fireworks b4....which was like wth..shut up cos when they shouted..its high pitch man...plus...china fireworks every yr oso haf ma...whats so scary siahz...tt woman right in frnt of me shouted and covered her ears..and hiding right behind her bf...i was like DOTS........okie i am evil to say ppl lahz..but then...well..if u r really afraid of it then u shld not be thr...it will make urself uncomfortable..and we ppl to suffer...lol...

Hmm..what other updates...let me think..eh..hmmm...errr...nth i suppose...haha..life still goes on..so continue walking.....though i am feeling really realyl tired..which i wish i could stop and rest awhile...but i can't..this is not the time to stop and rest..it's the time to push myself on..there is no time to rest..no time to think..no time to be indecisive..it is 2010...i am going 22...ARGHZ!!! NOOOOOOooooOOOoOOOO~~~~ okie..nvm..young at heart...my heart still 18..LOL!!!...

oh man...my BIG secret...i am going 22!! but i haven watch a R21 show b4!!! pengz!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA...okie crap lame..fine..

Off for dinner and prepare to go out lorhz..bye bye sg!!! for 2 nights..HAHAHAHAHHA