hmmm..feeling so down...and i thought bloggin would be a good way to release things out...reached school at 4pm...den its all about JCRC and all the way till 10pm its JCRC meeting and till 12plus things finally ended..and back at my room..msn online meeting again...its meeting meeting and meeting...best meal of the day...lunch...3 nuggets and 3 mushroom balls...dinner...at 1am...pumpkin bread..lack of sleep for duno how long already...falling sick soon...throat is starting to feel weird...filled with pokey feelings..

Lost my bottle last week...sigh...but someone bought me one..exactly the same one...the someone who is treating me super nicely...but...hmmm...

i hurt one person 3 wks ago..feeling very sorry..and..really sorry...i tried my best to say things in a nice and less hurtful way...but it seems useless..

Committment level is super high right now...from monday to sunday..i am fully packed..morning to night...irregular meals or simply no meals..maximum 5 hrs of slp..mininum 0 hrs of slp...i am really physically tired and emotionally tired...

Week 7 is not very near and its not very far because its week 4 now...week 6 to 7..i will have no time to sleep i guess...sat to wed[20 to 23] all are events...thurs to sat[24 to 26] all mid term tests....sigh...

Politics..and politics...give me some peace and quiet..i dun wish to be involved and so pls stop pushing things here and there...you people are simply too free...madness..

I need to relax abit...Interhall games still on and its going to drag till end of Feb...netball trg...not in hall..they are putting it at Kallang this week...sigh...

No more energy and so many things are in hand...putting aside sch work and comm stuff..there are things that i got to handle emotionally...sigh...i have no answer to any of you right now..i haf no time to commit to this right now and i haf no time to go think carefully about my feelings..whether i moved on emotionally anot i haf no idea because i am too busy...to think abt all this...i can simply just say i am busy with things almost 24hrs..either time is covering everything for me or simply everything has already gone with the air..

Song signing is another thing in hand..for HI event...need to do song signing..and i am listening to the song everyday in order to rem the lyrics and sign at the correct tempo...

tired sleepy..dead...unwell.........somebody save me...i nd to relax......i wan go out to breathe some fresh and healthy air rather than staying in hall everyday and becoming a 200% mountain tortise plus no life and hopelessly helpless person...omg!!!!