feeling unwell..bad..not far frm exams!!! and I am falling sick..? arrrr...hhhh...the half sick half no sick feeling is bad..if its going to be like this till exams den I am sure going cui lahz...)))=

haiz..seriously duno what am I doing..heart takes over my mind..but I'll still haf to psycho my mind to thnk positive despite having all the flying arrows stabbing me every now and den..anytime anywhere..believe believe and believe..courage courage and more courage..positive positive and more positive..using all my nv dying out power....how much use r they..I duno...jus got to wait wait and wait...seriously duno what is hurt too..sometimes it seems to me tt the counting down of days is like counting down to the day I get my death sentence..yet telling myself tt day will not be death sentence but the day that will bring u down the rest of ur life...

nightmares are at times a sign to many things..inner fear..? inner thots..? or plain stupidity..? duno duno duno...this is such an easy word to use.."duno"..widely used in all aspect..ups!!!

what do I really want..? asked myself many many times and still I got the same answer..jus like the changes in me..and my thot for vege..why the sudden..? it's not sudden but jus a turn in life I suppose..asked myself why did I not get angry with anything anyone at all..no idea..jus see everything as mild and nth to be angry with..even when mummy bomb..I can still smile..crazy..up another lvl..wow..hmmm...

escape here I come!!! nose pls be good..I dun wan flying mucus when I take rides =p eeeeee!!! erxin!!!!


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